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Ok so. Midterms are just killllin me. I know, i know.. It's my fault
For letting myself fall behind so much, but damn. I'm sitting here
I'm screwed, so instead of doing something unproductive, i
Figured i should at least be doing this blog. I guess it's because it's
My first semester at City that I'm falling behind. I mean, it's not
Entirely because of that, but yeeah. Some teachers are just NO HELP
WHATSOEVER in high school, even though we were pretty
Independent, we could always go to teachers for help. I also just
Lagggged like crazy in high school it was never that big a deal,
I always had points shaved off, but it was whatever. In City, it's like
I'm paying for these classes so i gotts to do my best if not,
Then what would even be the point? I don't want to go through college
Just scraping by. Which is probably why I'm so mad right now. Mad
Dissapointed, at myself. I know it's my actions that got me here too,
It's like a battle I can't win with myself. I'm just really stressed
Out right now. I'm also taking the next semester off for family
Reasons. I just don't want to take my break then not want to go back to
College, I just hope I'm motivated enough to coi ntinue on. Welllll,
Hopefully I can just finish this week up. Be done with all my midterms
catch up with everything.